: : University madness : :

Shaurya 08’(Oct 31st – Nov 3rd)
The first report sports meet.IIT(KGP)

It all started off when our university was invited to Shaurya 08’. The first sports meet at IIT (K.G.P). One of the most important game of my life, of course when you represent your university for the very first time.Days back experiencing all the state level tournaments. I wasn’t too nervous but obviously had an anxiousness to face the challenges ahead. IIT as we all know has a pretty good reputation all over the world, where I found students were not only given exposure to studies but also for co-curricular. Their huge nature-friendly campus added a beauty to its name.
All over India different university were invited for the sports meet namely St. Meri (Kolkata), St. Xaviers(Ranchi), NIT (Rourkella) and many others. Our university had participated in all the challenging games they had organized such as table-tennis, lawn-tennis, volleyball and basketball. Everything was well organized from day one, fixtures were put up and the game was on. We had a league tournament in all the games when every team seemed competitive enough for a good fight, worth a sports meet. Not that everyone who plays can win the game but its all about how much one can prove with his ability and make the sports meet a success and brings a fame to his own university. Having set a competitive fight in the beginning, we wayed ahead. Every single match was crucial for us but then it was a little disappointing for us not to make into the finals, but we secured the third place in table- tennis. I don’t really disagree to the point that all the players out there were really talented but somehow I realized that we went a little wrong with our game strategy, not all day goes well after all.
All over had a wonderful experience , playing my game and fighting for a place to add a title to my university’s name. I certainly hope to bring more fame and prestige for my university in days to come and I believe that the game has just begun. . . .

: : I M NOT WHAT I WANT TO BE : :

i m not what i want to be,
i m what the world wants me to be.

this is not the road i want to walk on,
this is the road chosen by the world for the marathon.

they say i m free but m i really?
show me my freedom if they mean it seriously.

i was born with wings but where are they?
there's no space to spread it, is what they say.

do i still ve my wings? i dont know,
or did they just cut them when i was feeling low.

i feel suffocated and i feel trapped.
i feel i was not understood and my talent was not tapped.

i want to not just reach the destination, but enjoy the ride.
how's that possible when they get upset if i slide.

they want me to achieve something which is their mission,
but how do i make them understand, i dont believe in competition.

they dont let me go and explore,
they say there's no time for it anymore.

they dont let me cry, they dont let me fall.
they say you ll be insane if you do this all.

when i was winning for this world, i lost myself in the crowd.
but when i lost no one was listening even when i was loud.

why cant i just lose sometimes?
is being a loser one of the biggest crimes?

why are they judging my each and every step?
why dont they understand, i m not walking according to the map.

everyone wants me to win the war and so do i,
but when a few battles are lost on the way why do they say bye?

the world has two categories, that of a winner and a loser,
but do they understand i m none, but a fighter.

i m not really weak, i m strong.
but their idea of my strengths are all wrong.

and so i say i m not what i want to be,
i m what the world wants me to be.

I-Dream

forgotten,forsaken...formidable dreams
forgotten,forsaken....forever..my dreams

even b4 i cud get up from sleep
my dreams gt enveloped in dust of tym

even b4 i cud remember
i was made to forget my dreams

i m living
i m alive
but yet do not find it a worthy strive..
there is no life....inside.

forgotten...forgotten...long ago.......

but some times still
i travel back to forbidden time
and forage for my forgotten dreams
they seem to smile gently
and den turn their backs again
like once i did to them

i ve forgotten
i ve forgiven
i ve let forgo...
all my dream
all unlimited dreams

Flying Emotions

Why can't i bury the darkness of mah past
this torturous pain tht seems 2 everlast
prayin tht this time ticks by quick n fast
coz no longer can i wear this hollow mask

Friends or traitors,no difference i c
foes r better if u think a lil like me
they may tear,bruise n throw u 2 the sack
but all tht is better than a stab 2 the back

Love,as of now,seems nothing more than a mere word
it's all bullshit,n no more in this world
no1's lately felt this sweet emotion
love is as real,as a hallucination

Hope is all i live wit now
hopin life'll get beautiful someday,somehow
hopin i'll find true pals on ma way
n some1,who in mah heart,will forever stay....